Ladies and gentlemen! Children of this earth
Listen carefully to the utterances that I will make
That you may hear the inevitable truth,
Today, I, a member of this miserable and piteous society
Announces my denunciation! My isolation! My contempt!
To this evil society that money has put together.
To this evil society who has exploited its own home.
To this evil society who became dead.
Consider me an alien from now on, an outcast!
I will leave my things, I will leave my work, and I will leave isolate myself.
I will bathe under the light of Henry David Thoreau, whom you, children of this earth, have stoned to death long ago.
Like him ladies and gentlemen, I mourn.
Not because of forests slowly flattened, not because of rivers blackened, not because of the thousand crying souls suffering from exploitations of the powerful men in suits.
I mourn to the simple statement “we’re not being human anymore”
“Not being human anymore”
“Not human anymore”
Money causes us to decay, our decrepitude made its way to our pastures. Our own hands block her breathing, GAIA, our mother.
You cannot blame me for this decision ladies and gentlemen, children of this earth; I’m trying to be fundamental, while you, you, you Indulge yourselves with material things that make you dull, make you obese, make you in the trend. Corruption slowly drills into your head like a highly alcoholic drink you spend too much on cosmetics and senseless cell phone load. Money has corrupted us like how the snake corrupted Eve in garden paradise. The reason of poor and reckless mental capabilities of our youth who doesn’t know that burgers they buy on fast-food chains burn down forests to their roots. Massive rain forests for cattle graze land and soybean production for alternative fuels are just one of the main moves of profit-oriented corporations. There is no win-win solution in here ladies and gentlemen only death and murder.
The greedy corporate capitalists not just smile; they rejoice at our discontentment, they rejoice out of our innate discontentment! We buy, then we buy and we buy some more! We upgrade our lives! The latest cell phones, the fastest computers, the hippest bikes, the biggest refrigerator, the most effective slimming tablet, the most potent love inducing drug, the most, the latest, the best, the hippest. What more can you ask more freak!!!
Hear their thundering jubilation from your mindless consumption.
Profit orientation has an incestuous relationship with exploitation.
Someone buys premium consumer items in SM mall, packaged in fancy plastic design with tiny Winnie flower promos in It. then later hurl it into an innocent river!
Someone buys a new cell phone battery from china, disposes the old one, and burns it and poof! Toxic smoke!
This disgrace has been passed on to the youth and their fertile minds, we live not to be humans, we live like machines dictated by a program behind the computer monitor. Like big brother in PBB. The desire for good living is just a mere fantasy for now, in this generation. The culture of death is upon us. It is like a jolt of dominoes crashing together forever. Nature! Natural! Our home! Our habitat is in garbage. We have nothing, no one to blame in this misery, except our insolent selves, unless we become humans again.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
ORATION
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 9:22 PM 2 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, drugs, emotion, experience, imagery, nature, reality., social
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Psychic Kiss is Weird
Her Lips, Fresh Rambutan flesh
Succulent.
When i close my eyes the thoughts zoom in
The succulence
Juice run on the crevices of moist pink
Drops into a trench
Deeper than desire
quickly starts a fire
Scattering by the second, in all directions.
Hearts burn, mood switches turn,
Thoughts probe the depths like a mental submarine
Taking data, savoring data, sweet specimens
From the curious abyss of saliva
Her lips,
Is an ocean behind my lips.
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 11:51 AM 6 Angelic comments
Labels: contemporary, emotion, poem, social
Friday, April 17, 2009
Clostridium Tetani
Hubo akong tumatako sa palengke
Ang tsinelas ko’y sariling balat na nagbigay
Pag-asa sa libo-libong itlog ng mga uod na nakakalat
Sa sahig ng pabilihan ng isdang tabang.
Ginawa kong tarak-tarak ang nga hasang na
Pinatangal ng mga bumibili ng Tilapia, madugo, malamig.
May hinlalaki sa tyan nito.
Ilang sandali pa ay inutusan akong magbenta ng kamatis at kalamansi
Ayaw ko sana, hinampas naman ako ng matipunong kamay
Huwag ka mag-alala, hindi naman ako nasaktan,
sanay na
Palibot-libot, pa ikot-ikot sa mga tindahan, sa palengke
Isinuot ang short na basahan at apron ng nagluluto ng double dead na tinola
Kamatis kayo! Kalamansi! Kwarenta ang kilo! Cellophane!
Walang bumili, at takot akong magpakita sa kanya at kanyang matipunong kamay
Ilang beses na rin akong hindi naka pag agahan eh, ay! tanghali na pala
Kaya, tuloy parin sa mga maputik na daanan, may mga bubog, at tae ng aso
Tuloy sa madungis na mundo at mga baklang nagbebenta ng malalaswang pinirata
Bawal daw ang bata.
Tumuloy ako sa gulayan
Bulok na ang mga gulay, tinurukan lang kasi ng
Formaline ba yun? Ewan. Kamatis!. Kalamansi!
Mura lang ang Patola at monay dito, kahit saan pwede
Murang mura lang! at may nag mura na naman sa akin
Sa wakas, may benta na! at agad akong bumalik, sabik na sabik
Dahil medyo lubog na ang araw sa kanluran
Hindi na gaanong mainit at pwede na akong makipaghabulan
Sa mga kaibigan kong muslim.
Kumaripas at nakipaghabulan ako sa mga asong nanlilisik ang mata at naglalaway
Sabik na akong kumain ng mga isdang hindi nabenta
Budburan ng suka at asin, solb na!
Itatapon na man din lang. madugo at malamig.
Ngunit! “P****g *n*!” – Ang sabi ko. Bakit? Wala ng tao?
Iniwan na naman ako ni Amain, nagsara na ang tindahan.
Ang aga naman nyang nag sara? Baka nakalimutan niya lang ako
Tulad ng dati. Matutulog naman ako kasama ng mga Daga, surot at ipis
Sa maginaw na sulok sa pabilihan ng Karne.
May mga puting anak ng langaw ng nginunguya ang kalyo ng aking paa
– anim na oras-
Nagising akong pinagpyestahan ng mga nabanggit na kasama
Namula ang paanan at kilikili ko
Masarap ang init ng araw, nakasakay sa isang truck
Mga naka unipormeng hindi naman pulis ang mga nakita ko, kasama ko, kasama namin
San ako patungo?
“Sa DSWD!” Ika ng isang batang madungis tulad ko.
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 3:59 PM 3 Angelic comments
Labels: contemporary, dark, emotion, experience, imagery, reality., reflections, social, sympathy
Friday, January 16, 2009
Dine with the Caviar Eaters
Dancing lights of green and blue
They reveal what these sluts do
In this cheap, cursed piano bar
They act and talk like porn stars
These sluts, they want to be raped
By these men who look like apes
With majority of gays
Fishing out the drunken males
They're exposing butts and breasts
And they said they need no rest
Till tomorrow they will dance
Fornicate if there's a chance
Shaven brows and shadowed eyes
Their undies attract the flies
Same as the bale prostitutes
Are their rotten attitudes
More butts and breast, they expose
Its a show, they are the host
On the stage, they are so proud
To lead the ignorant crowd
If i could only throw this
Glass of water to that miss
Who sings so annoyingly
She thought it made me happy
Gays and men becoming gays
Sit around and talk their ways
Of topics, i so disgust
I gave none, not even trust
In my sight, they wore all white
Girls they chose those really tight
Skimpy gowns, they look like clowns
Thick foundations weigh an ounce
Said they're pretty, they are not
I say they look like their butts
All exposed for the many
And to keep the boys merry
Very merry, but not me
I'm sober for what i see
A perfect theme for my work
Though they see as a jerk
Jerk indeed but not like you
You braggarts i cannot chew
Guys you suck and and stir my mood
Continue bragging you're good
In your walk, your chin up high
On you gown or with your tie
You enjoy this wretched night
While others curse your plight
Wish to stop this night so long
in this crowd i don't belong
In this trade, i can be good
Be like them, i never could
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 1:02 PM 4 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, contemporary, dark, emotion, experience, gay, poem, reflections, social, vanity
Sunday, November 23, 2008
The Egotistic Men of Letters
Cowards who cannot accept
Mere realities that crept
Behind their backs like shadows
Worthy to die by arrows
Cowards whose egotistic
Views are shallow; moronic
Taking refuge behind lies
Later gain incentive prize
Cowardice is what you see
In there texts that are not free
Edited with golden pride
Cowards, that is how they write
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 5:46 PM 1 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, contemporary, emotion, experience, gay, poem, reality, social
Friday, August 22, 2008
An Analogy
Gays and rebels are the same
They want something hard to claim
Rebels want the lands even
Gays they want to sip semen
Gays and rebels talk silly
They act and dress more freely
Rebels steal and burn houses
Gays predate and wear blouses
Gays and rebels share a goal
Fire in the hole! Anus hole!
They keep bragging off their deeds
And liking it when it bleeds
Gays and rebels terrorize
The norm of us civilized
Gays they seek for penile fun
And the rebels cheer is gun
As these gays flock the suburbs
Rebels also in numbers
March the line of peace for war
Gays they do it in the bar
Oh! and let us not forget
Both these perverts have their set
Of leaders whose intellect
Coincide their dull defect
Fluent use of odd discourse
These gays' way to intercourse
Rebels make and use their codes
Then later a bomb explodes
They compliment each other
As innocence they shatter
Their hearts, something lunged inside
Is where a thrombus reside
If you see this as insult
Try to see first the tumult
They caused our society
Adds to my anxiety
Due to their perversity
Both made good analogy
Their genus flourished since then
Will God castigate these men?
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 10:53 AM 18 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, contemporary, emotion, gay, misery, Political, reality, social
Saturday, August 16, 2008
He speaks of bullets, yet he loves peace
Who are you, who planted hate
On our rich and tranquil ground
Tilled by our forefathers great
With their hands and sweat of toil
Now you come and you proclaim
In a provocative tone
That this land is yours to claim
To corrupt, infect and own
You said its the way to peace
If we'll just heed and follow
So you can plunder with ease
And hang us in your gallows
Gallows of your monarchy
And capitalistic ways
To secure your dynasty
With a vile and greedy face
Leaving us miserable
In a preposterous lead
So bitter, so terrible
That is why we must not heed
To sign the bargain of fools
Maybe, like tying a noose
On our necks to feed the ghouls
Whose desire for power rules
In the sign of crescent moon
You hide behind armaments
That speaks of pogrom, and soon
Harvest hate and arguments
The old scar incised again
Blood will run to it once more
To fertilize the soil when
Men think of others no more
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 4:23 PM 13 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, contemporary, dark, emotion, Political, reality, social
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Genuflect; A Divine Perversion
Holy utterance, Thy tongue
Has made cunning by a tree
To gather the holy fee
From the pockets of old and young
Thy vesture of linen white
Symbolize thy taken vows
To shepherd a sinful house
Not by staff, but with a scythe
When praying to holy saints
Carved on wood or hung on walls
Thou sell them on parish stalls
As a bulwark for the taints
Sacred waters thou has blest
Did it hinder thy abuse?
Of their innocence on pews
Now i doubt thy being cleansed
Just human, thy alibi
So thou heard the call of flesh
And thou use a virgin fresh
Anus, from persuasive lie
You omit thy being chaste
When thy staff, used to impale
The juveniles who are bale
And you punish them with haste
Faithfuls on thy presence kneel
Someone is pretending blind
Thy altar knight stood behind
Reminiscing an ordeal
With thou, when he was no one
Had brought him before thy God
Then thou started to get odd
When thy buttons, had undone
He on thy room acquainted
Gallantry of things thou bought
And promised all what he sought
If he gets his soul tainted
Marked, smeared, forlorn altar knight
Tormented and is bleeding
Torn tissues and the screaming
A slave to thy carnal plight
Pains of thy excessive drill
Pumps a soul that has no peace
And the right thing is to cease
This obedience to thy will
So at noon, he made the choice
Depart with his agony
Of thy mock divinity
With a clear and humble voice
Father, father i must say
"I cant be with thee tonight"
And this quoth the altar knight
Father quoth; You're here to stay
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 1:07 PM 29 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, contemporary, dark, gay, misery, reality, social, sympathy
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
The Carnival of Flaws
I had once on a Carnival
Witnessed an ebony show
Where Actors are criminals
Whose lousy acts i most know
I await, the curtain parts
Their delightful Gothic dress
And their hypocrisy starts
Takes the stage no more no less
Monopoly it is done
By masters of theatrics
Corruption for them is fun
Dirty game of politics
Center stage i am surprised
In there was our president
Self and croonies brought demised
Hopes of a nation ardent
Full of life is that stage
Likened to a market place
Senators are being sage
Sit and talk then got their pays
Oh! they the common figures
Seated, chest in, bellies out
Pregnant like are their features
Congressmen just getting stout
Mayors i can never miss
Overtax for concubines
Ignores the streets filled with piss
Heir to throne is a blood line
Lousy acts, and stupid dance
Entertained the none of me
Hit them stones, if had the chance
Poor audience will be in glee
Unimpressed of scripts of lies
Seated on this frozen bench
Got the votes, then promise dies
Thirst of greed that none can quench
After all , conclusion draws
Lousy actors take their bow
On this carnival of flaws
I'm about to burn it now
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Poem on Avidness
See her almost every night
Share with her ambitious acts
Her chemical induced white
Skin to sign the nudist pact
You bring out the handkerchief
Wipe her fake face of fake tears
Of joy, or cheer or mischief
Talk to her? delirium nears
Body of a perfect mold
That you exalt for beauty
Though her innocence she sold
Still you admire her truly
You see clean on her than stain
For she holds your puppet strings
In your ignorance, she gain
You will pay her golden rings
Exaltation form the bust
You made her the finest wood
Kneel on salt and bow you must
With the sense of gratitude
Nothings wrong in praising her
Even more to kiss her feet
Imitate her obscene slur
Later sell your worthless meat
Go for idiotic sojourn
World superficially set
For the lesser and forlorn
To be a loyalist pet
I see the spark in your eyes
Their obeisance to the queen
Its a thing that is unwise
Bound yourself in her on screen
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Bow not to a highness
When foreigners neared, tides churned
Counter-clock wised volume knob
Murkiest confusion earned
Dire silence covered on cob
It was never cowardice
My shame, not that i am shy
For i saw in them, hubris
They raise themselves up on high
Far not from your royal friend
Intellect and wealth you boast
Living with your latest trend
And i refuse a fake toast
Here you came, you must adjust
You're no boss and you're no God
Away, our native ores you lust
Extract not with our own blood
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Quiescent no more
Harvest first the master says
Famine stricken throat for days
Brought the end of farmers toil
Again United with his soil
Comfort of a market shade
Home of all the beggars frayed
Talking wounds on fleshless knees
That is what they meant of peace
Collecting broken dreams, a house
Of Harlots forced to work with sows
Make-up hides the swollen ducts
Client undresses and locks
Bustling cars of justice men
Does his job from ten to ten
Meets the youth to sell his drugs
remits to political rugs
Precious vault the greedy owns
Money in his blood and bones
Hunger knocks his shiny Ford
Mocks away the poor ignored
Peaceful yet it harrows you
If justice hides what should you do
For a youth that serves to God
Must you share our Jesus' blood
Blood of love and peace accords
Christian soldiers drop your swords
Wear the cleanest conscience robe
Start with you before the globe
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 11:50 AM 6 Angelic comments
Labels: emotion, love, poem, reality, reflections, social, sympathy
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Ragamuffins are stray cats
Steady down pours made town ghost
White, yellow lights from a post
Deepest thoughts, horizon black
Emphasized on garbage sack
Fruit born of the urban skirt
Walking, searching tummy's worth
Stranger to a passerby
Tempting chicken entrails fried
Providence our hero calls
Thumb-size maggots climb the walls
Ever drooled on some steamed rice
Ventricles leap for spoiled fries
A problem is not when drenched
Problem is when men fist clenched
Diaphragm has lost its air
Broken rib has none to spare
Flowing warmth, body's bruised smeared
Long to eat is hunger steered
Crawling streets and dodging trucks
Drowning on a life that sucks
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 8:16 PM 8 Angelic comments
Labels: dark, emotion, experience, imagery, poem, social, sympathy
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Spoilage
Flavorless over-chewed gum
Constant squirms from the mouth come
Generous salival bursts
Superman never felt thirst
Likened to electric chair
Plastic throne that no one dare
Disturb a mere waste of skin
Artificial world he's in
Expertise on killing time
Felt the wealth forget the dimes
Popping eyes is bleeding red
Has more time on this than bed
Cutest are the fingers sore
Keyboards grow the deadly spore
Resting are the frozen sweat
Process of the worst you get
Once you feel you are the God
Arrogance mixed with your blood
Seventeen cubic inch world
Place of which the life you've hurled
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 8:52 PM 4 Angelic comments
Monday, April 7, 2008
Gravity of crossing avenues
A dusky afternoon late
amplifies a sober state
quiescence is all but none
for a place employed for fun
Fun it is that people seek
this time always every week
slippers grind cemented road
Air is pale returning cold
Early are the peanut stalls
smoking as the slutty halls
waiting are the drinking fools
Pubs they make of vomit pools
Sun is sinking on the west
Lovers choose a place to nest
condom first on pharmacy
to avoid her pregnancy
Vendors flock the streetly scene
selling goods from which they lean
to be fed a starving debt
must they shed their blood and sweat
Every corner teems with food
Charms the smell of glutton brood
Eats away a cysts or two
from a poor-cooked barbecue
So they skulk for time is dim
they the users search for him
in the thickness of the crowd
there they bought the powder proud
Shiny cars and hippest bikes
they the social climbers like
steps the gas and on a show
rider yet they think so slow
oh immortal cunning night
why'd you blur the clearest sight
streaming lights of wicked truths
cancer of our natures truce
So this is primordial place
weirdest are the sapient ways
Pedestal is where i sat
gravity of life i met
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Sasori, the puppet master
Guiding hands that made me walk
Dancing notes that made me talk
Softest breast of sweetest milk
Cradle of the grandest silk
Okay, this will be for me
Unfolding; just wait and see
Stay beside and keep me warm
Do keep me away from harm
Morning came the saddest times
Ringing of departure chimes
Ma and pa were on their way
For a war commenced today
Oh I hope they would come back
And compensate the love I lack
But time is baleful in my wait
The one forever I will hate
Warmth often kiss my cheeks
Would it end all of my seeks
Hopelessness dispelled from drowse
Just the sunlight on my brows
Since that day, to never smile
All the moments not worthwhile
Profession was the art of death
To live as one who stops their breath
There it is, the turning points
My hardened heart and hardened joints
Village neglect of my defect
Collect the people I dissect
Steady filled my jars of blood
Pierce the skin of metal rod
Perfect piece my puppets go
So Ma and Pa will see my show
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Wounds do talk
Asylum of toil i am trapped
sadness' blanket i am wrapped
deliberate delay of sleep
the poor man's coffee i sip
Radio hiss a static song
makes sound sleep but not for long
Tendered backs from soggy foams
and i again deprived of home
A sore prize for an unpaid debt
sometimes judged and named of theft
blood is none compared to cash
a small scratch can turn to gash
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 12:28 PM 3 Angelic comments
Labels: dark, emotion, experience, reality., social
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Powder
Sand white as Boracay fine
lord of drunk, but not of wine
handed strip of silver foil
souls elevated from the soil
Buy and sell a market norm
a public place, the red-eyes storm
broken home has none to eat
just to but a heavens' heap
Bleeding nose for sniffing hard
a space-less nook within the yard
waste time gold the highest way
to buy and use it everyday
Superman for just a while
can run up to a thousand mile
a paid slut smiles for longer fuck
flies back home and breaks the lock
severity, the sandman calls
swinging knife on innocent halls
feeling not the warmth of blood
loved-ones fell a dying thud