My friend sleeps there, sleeping still
On that bed, no he's not ill
He just needed time to rest
For the sun sank in the west
Came the weakly morning beam
They offer flowers to him
Strong scent that's not of Roses
It fills all the guests noses
Photograph, blurred and pallid
His wooden bed is solid
Lively chatters from out side
Insects and the light collide
Food enters the mouth tasteless
A glass of milk falls careless
Camera flashes and took
The last pages of the book
This is how he took the bow
The chatters gone aloud now
Same are merry, some were sad
In the party of the lad
Soon the setting beneath the tent
Altered, Lenten-like it went
Soreness of sympathy mount
In the guests for his account
A heart burns in great sorrow
Forever gone tomorrow
Those utterance remain
A friend is never the same
In loving memory of Gerniel BaƱas
a friend, classmate, seatmate. a brother
Thursday, January 22, 2009
A Friend's Party
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 9:46 PM 2 Angelic comments
Labels: dark, emotion, experience, misery, poem, reality, reflections, tragedy
Sunday, November 23, 2008
The Egotistic Men of Letters
Cowards who cannot accept
Mere realities that crept
Behind their backs like shadows
Worthy to die by arrows
Cowards whose egotistic
Views are shallow; moronic
Taking refuge behind lies
Later gain incentive prize
Cowardice is what you see
In there texts that are not free
Edited with golden pride
Cowards, that is how they write
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 5:46 PM 1 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, contemporary, emotion, experience, gay, poem, reality, social
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Of year old Poems
How long have i been writing?
Sarcasms, accounts of hate
Melodious verses singing
The streets, did it echoed great?
In the streets do people hear?
Begging thoughts outside their gates
Locked by ignorance and fear
Where reality awaits
The same poem that i wrote
This very date, i ponder
Been so long i swore an oath
To use my pen and wander
Wandered like an albatross
Or a Monarch butterfly
Round the world i came to cross
With the power of my eye
Still that oath i never broke
Though sometimes my fingers tire
My thoughts sometimes drifts like smoke
Quickly gone, but hard to hire
Like the playing of our dreams
Every time we try to wake
Recollecting all those themes
Few remain for us to take
These verses sprinkled with rhymes
Are just coming out of dates
When given unusual climes
What future in me awaits?
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 11:44 AM 1 Angelic comments
Labels: contemporary, dark, emotion, experience, poem, reality, reflections
Friday, September 5, 2008
The Walk, the Night, and the Broken Hymen
As i pace another night
I seek the stars and the moonlight
There was none and all was black
And there was no turning back
Once again i am detached
And i feel like being watched
As i pass each light post faint
Whose light can honor a saint
Halfway to my rendezvous
There was nothing else to do
But keep walking by a church
Hope that no ghost will emerge
Past the church, another one
there were dogs, i did not run
though their canine teeth are shown
Still they grant me safe sojourn
Walking with moon's company
And the brilliant starry sea
Was the night, that ruled them all
For i saw innocence fall
Houses, once lighted by wicks
Built in nineteen forty-six
My lone procession they take
But a house still is awake
From the window, there i saw
they're uncovered, it was raw
What do people do when cold
Ti's the tale the window told
What has come, my decent walk?
That incite unconscious talk
All the days that God create
Why'd he put me in this fate?
Watch her face, i cannot bare
She's the girl with flowing hair
Who often sit beside me
On the lounge of library
With a kind, Cherubic face
I can't believe she'll embrace
A deed so base, Why'd she sell
Her fragile body to hell
Honest window showed me clear
How her eyes produced a tear
That twinkled for my eyes
To behold what truly lies
Pale, the color of her skin
Laid on that altar of sin
Quenching all a stranger's thirst
She think not her honor first
Soul of her sorrowful song
To my ear it whispered long
Her lover, a love he keeps
On a distant room he sleeps
The Volcanic libido
Disturbed the tress' sleeping crow
Does she really need his pay
For her studies in the day?
Her exhausted body frail
Mercied by a baby's wail
On that wooden, creaking bed
On a room that's painted red
I see the ceiling perspire
From the steam of this satire
Ascending from where it's borne
On her body's' tender torn
Stillness of my piercing glance
Still on her enduring dance
On a mattress colored beige
Shocks and tremors; she engage
Cold midnight breeze, freeze my ear
Body shivers not in fear
Invokes my pity and hate
Seen on that window's narrate
Must continue, i decide
Leave the window for the stride
So long our sins for tonight
She failed to switch off the light
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 7:57 PM 98 Angelic comments
Labels: contemporary, emotion, experience, imagery, misery, poem, reality, reflections, sympathy
Friday, August 22, 2008
An Analogy
Gays and rebels are the same
They want something hard to claim
Rebels want the lands even
Gays they want to sip semen
Gays and rebels talk silly
They act and dress more freely
Rebels steal and burn houses
Gays predate and wear blouses
Gays and rebels share a goal
Fire in the hole! Anus hole!
They keep bragging off their deeds
And liking it when it bleeds
Gays and rebels terrorize
The norm of us civilized
Gays they seek for penile fun
And the rebels cheer is gun
As these gays flock the suburbs
Rebels also in numbers
March the line of peace for war
Gays they do it in the bar
Oh! and let us not forget
Both these perverts have their set
Of leaders whose intellect
Coincide their dull defect
Fluent use of odd discourse
These gays' way to intercourse
Rebels make and use their codes
Then later a bomb explodes
They compliment each other
As innocence they shatter
Their hearts, something lunged inside
Is where a thrombus reside
If you see this as insult
Try to see first the tumult
They caused our society
Adds to my anxiety
Due to their perversity
Both made good analogy
Their genus flourished since then
Will God castigate these men?
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 10:53 AM 18 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, contemporary, emotion, gay, misery, Political, reality, social
Saturday, August 16, 2008
He speaks of bullets, yet he loves peace
Who are you, who planted hate
On our rich and tranquil ground
Tilled by our forefathers great
With their hands and sweat of toil
Now you come and you proclaim
In a provocative tone
That this land is yours to claim
To corrupt, infect and own
You said its the way to peace
If we'll just heed and follow
So you can plunder with ease
And hang us in your gallows
Gallows of your monarchy
And capitalistic ways
To secure your dynasty
With a vile and greedy face
Leaving us miserable
In a preposterous lead
So bitter, so terrible
That is why we must not heed
To sign the bargain of fools
Maybe, like tying a noose
On our necks to feed the ghouls
Whose desire for power rules
In the sign of crescent moon
You hide behind armaments
That speaks of pogrom, and soon
Harvest hate and arguments
The old scar incised again
Blood will run to it once more
To fertilize the soil when
Men think of others no more
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 4:23 PM 13 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, contemporary, dark, emotion, Political, reality, social
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Genuflect; A Divine Perversion
Holy utterance, Thy tongue
Has made cunning by a tree
To gather the holy fee
From the pockets of old and young
Thy vesture of linen white
Symbolize thy taken vows
To shepherd a sinful house
Not by staff, but with a scythe
When praying to holy saints
Carved on wood or hung on walls
Thou sell them on parish stalls
As a bulwark for the taints
Sacred waters thou has blest
Did it hinder thy abuse?
Of their innocence on pews
Now i doubt thy being cleansed
Just human, thy alibi
So thou heard the call of flesh
And thou use a virgin fresh
Anus, from persuasive lie
You omit thy being chaste
When thy staff, used to impale
The juveniles who are bale
And you punish them with haste
Faithfuls on thy presence kneel
Someone is pretending blind
Thy altar knight stood behind
Reminiscing an ordeal
With thou, when he was no one
Had brought him before thy God
Then thou started to get odd
When thy buttons, had undone
He on thy room acquainted
Gallantry of things thou bought
And promised all what he sought
If he gets his soul tainted
Marked, smeared, forlorn altar knight
Tormented and is bleeding
Torn tissues and the screaming
A slave to thy carnal plight
Pains of thy excessive drill
Pumps a soul that has no peace
And the right thing is to cease
This obedience to thy will
So at noon, he made the choice
Depart with his agony
Of thy mock divinity
With a clear and humble voice
Father, father i must say
"I cant be with thee tonight"
And this quoth the altar knight
Father quoth; You're here to stay
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 1:07 PM 29 Angelic comments
Labels: angst, contemporary, dark, gay, misery, reality, social, sympathy
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
The Dethronement
Tell me mother, what's the taste?
Tender chunks of shattered waists
Carnage swimming on your mouth
Macabres concluding route
Mother tell me? what's their fault?
that you've drown them in your salt
With their blood and fluids fuse
Dead ones, never did you choose
Is it like a candy drawn?
When you chew them and their gone
By your tempestuous tongues
Fishes found a home on lungs
You pity not the drowning
And savor all the dying
Those pale faces whom you've bound
On heels, so they can't be found
Mother did you treat her well?
On your limbs, a swelling hell
The princess poor has lost her crown
For you hanged her upside down
Mother, mother may i ask?
Is it just to make them cask?
Made of metal, twisted cry
Your dominion they defy
Its a lesson you inflict
Those who mock and maledict
Your cordial sublimity
They keep breaking your decree
Mother, still they do not hear
All their faults, your children dear
How much will they have to pay?
Murders of so grim a day
Friday, June 27, 2008
The Third Kind's Carnality
They are now ,they had a choice
Exercised falsetto voice
Painted nails and painted face
Skin indulge on scented sprays
Unbarred, closet opened wide
A true self just cannot hide
Sinly smiles of coated lips
Swaying butt and shapeless hips
Vampire-like, they fear the sun
Same as a devoted nun
Life consumed on things absurd
Filthy deeds they hide are heard
They pray to a moon that crawls
Gloomy streets of sex and brawls
Shadows on the shadows lurk
Silent, has the smirk of Circe
On the sound of treading feet
Senses heightened, ear-drums beat
Stronger now for moon it brought
Lonely teenage boy they sought
Keen eyes made discourteous glance
Torrid will and urge to dance
On velvet sheets of lover's bed
Carnal craniums painted red
Calling whistles, lizards tongue
Bogus masks on faces hung
Utter promises of lies
And a beer that's full of ice
Whistles only are for dogs
And the boy just hate the hogs
Walking still, he passed them by
Tricky souls just gave a sigh
Hours came, still has no guest
Sun is born, its time to rest
Clean the vomits, close the club
And they visit baker Bob
Walking alien of the streets
Whistles got from driver seats
Stuff of laughter and of taunt
Morals of the church they haunt
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 5:00 PM 10 Angelic comments
Labels: contemporary, dark, experience, gay, imagery, poem, reality
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Quiescent no more
Harvest first the master says
Famine stricken throat for days
Brought the end of farmers toil
Again United with his soil
Comfort of a market shade
Home of all the beggars frayed
Talking wounds on fleshless knees
That is what they meant of peace
Collecting broken dreams, a house
Of Harlots forced to work with sows
Make-up hides the swollen ducts
Client undresses and locks
Bustling cars of justice men
Does his job from ten to ten
Meets the youth to sell his drugs
remits to political rugs
Precious vault the greedy owns
Money in his blood and bones
Hunger knocks his shiny Ford
Mocks away the poor ignored
Peaceful yet it harrows you
If justice hides what should you do
For a youth that serves to God
Must you share our Jesus' blood
Blood of love and peace accords
Christian soldiers drop your swords
Wear the cleanest conscience robe
Start with you before the globe
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 11:50 AM 6 Angelic comments
Labels: emotion, love, poem, reality, reflections, social, sympathy
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Footprints on fertile mud
It is Avian choir
Accompanied with crickets
That ring and sing the loudness
Of farmers morning
The nothingness of fog
Brought uncertain squelch
On heel-deep mud to my boots
Careful not to disturb
Sleeping puddles of leeches
In my walk, time passed
The earth mud odors rise
Herons started days work
Fishing on Carabao backs
Ticks bloat of Carabao blood
Like pale berries succulent
Advent of another day
By the ray of golden sun
Glistening of golden seeds
Slowly is the fog undone
Busy farmers before me
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 9:04 AM 5 Angelic comments
Labels: experience, nature, poem, reality, reflections
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Spoilage
Flavorless over-chewed gum
Constant squirms from the mouth come
Generous salival bursts
Superman never felt thirst
Likened to electric chair
Plastic throne that no one dare
Disturb a mere waste of skin
Artificial world he's in
Expertise on killing time
Felt the wealth forget the dimes
Popping eyes is bleeding red
Has more time on this than bed
Cutest are the fingers sore
Keyboards grow the deadly spore
Resting are the frozen sweat
Process of the worst you get
Once you feel you are the God
Arrogance mixed with your blood
Seventeen cubic inch world
Place of which the life you've hurled
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 8:52 PM 4 Angelic comments
Sunday, April 13, 2008
A Taste of Styx
Listen to a granted boon
Usage of the darkened moon
Wielding words from craggy ore
Souls are yet to know my lore
Sublime is a common feel
One that pinned Achilles' heel
Brought me gifts has pained me too
Sad, alone, confused and blue
Mighty dams are none compared
Smallest leaks that didn't cared
Abstract things are weakest spot
Lingers through my sense and gut
Cognizance has got me late
Lately was the sourest state
Hearkened when the silence spoke
Sorrow guised on silken cloak
Venture to a cluttered midst
See a feeble Satirist
Enveloped on elven shroud
Bleeding chest is gushing loud
written by CANDLELIZARDEGG at 2:26 PM 4 Angelic comments
Monday, April 7, 2008
Gravity of crossing avenues
A dusky afternoon late
amplifies a sober state
quiescence is all but none
for a place employed for fun
Fun it is that people seek
this time always every week
slippers grind cemented road
Air is pale returning cold
Early are the peanut stalls
smoking as the slutty halls
waiting are the drinking fools
Pubs they make of vomit pools
Sun is sinking on the west
Lovers choose a place to nest
condom first on pharmacy
to avoid her pregnancy
Vendors flock the streetly scene
selling goods from which they lean
to be fed a starving debt
must they shed their blood and sweat
Every corner teems with food
Charms the smell of glutton brood
Eats away a cysts or two
from a poor-cooked barbecue
So they skulk for time is dim
they the users search for him
in the thickness of the crowd
there they bought the powder proud
Shiny cars and hippest bikes
they the social climbers like
steps the gas and on a show
rider yet they think so slow
oh immortal cunning night
why'd you blur the clearest sight
streaming lights of wicked truths
cancer of our natures truce
So this is primordial place
weirdest are the sapient ways
Pedestal is where i sat
gravity of life i met
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Powder
Sand white as Boracay fine
lord of drunk, but not of wine
handed strip of silver foil
souls elevated from the soil
Buy and sell a market norm
a public place, the red-eyes storm
broken home has none to eat
just to but a heavens' heap
Bleeding nose for sniffing hard
a space-less nook within the yard
waste time gold the highest way
to buy and use it everyday
Superman for just a while
can run up to a thousand mile
a paid slut smiles for longer fuck
flies back home and breaks the lock
severity, the sandman calls
swinging knife on innocent halls
feeling not the warmth of blood
loved-ones fell a dying thud